STAY CLOSE OR LEAVE
Loneliness and depression are your worst friends but trust me these are the ones which makes you understand the true face of the world. You get to know who you're real ones are . And you'd love them till your last day .
You might be with a group of people but you'll feel left out . That is when the mind get s all cranky , the feeling of being unwanted will hit you hard . But remember one thing if you're in a situation such as this , donot let the heart play its tricks , keep the mind open , see who comes to you and see the ones who walks away , then work along with your brain and keep that person in your life and let go of the one who is already leaving
You know what this is the time when you can think about people , in loneliness , see whether they message you or not or are you the one always texting them , see whether they call you , see whether they try to make a convo , if not then screw em :)
I've been through this , probably going through it , but now after thinking for a few days I've come to a conclusion , I've made a statement and I have observed the people , I now know who I'm gonna have and whom I'm gonna say my goodbyes to :) See the thing is I'm a very sensitive bandi XD . And I always observe the people around me . And I legit get thoughts like am I not worth it ? Why am I not like her , why not the one who gets all the attention , like whyyyy? Shit gets real , I cry , I let someone know about it , the crying part hehe , but not now , I'm gonna keep it to myself , bcs trust me no one gives a damn , you re the best for yourself , the only one you need .
But yes donot make it that complex , keep it small, keep it real , the circle , keep the people who you know will love you no matter what and get rid of the toxic people.
I'm not saying that stop socializing but trust a few and save the time ; )
And yes it's a few people now
Message me and you'll know 😙